I believe God has called me to do certain things, yet I thought my journey would be different, much easier, and loads of fun. I haven’t understood why some things have happened and why other things don’t happen. At times, I have not been full of faith and instead have … Continue reading →
I’ll admit there are some things I really wish would happen, some things I have waited and wanted for years. I’m patient at times, not so much on some days, because some days are hard and so very long and the wait is really long, really, really, really long… and … Continue reading →
“Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So when He heard that he was sick, He then stayed two days longer in the place where He was.”* Jesus could have healed Lazarus, yet when Jesus arrived four days late, Lazarus was dead. Sometimes God’s love doesn’t behave in … Continue reading →
Many times, I’ve felt caged by circumstances. Like a racehorse trapped at the starting gate, I have, cried, kicked and bashed against the confining boundaries. If only I could run free, I would be happy and satisfied. My visual is not a pretty picture. Being antsy and frustrated at not … Continue reading →
Waiting is not easy. My body can be sitting still, but my brain races in a thousand different directions. I want to try and figure out each step and what that step may mean and where the next step will lead. Life becomes all about me; thinking I have to perform … Continue reading →
We continue to wait for our house to sell. Waiting is hard. I thought our move would come swiftly. I thought the Lord would have us list, move, and we would be settled in a brief time. The longing for home, the longing to be settled continues. This will be my … Continue reading →
Waiting. Waiting for prayers to be answered, waiting for the move to take place, waiting for change to come, waiting for the prodigal to return home, waiting for healing… waiting. Hope flickers and starts to fade, hands barely hold on. Then, comes a sinister whisper, “God’s holding out on you. … Continue reading →
